Chasing Cars
I use to think I could do everything on my own, and conquer the skies and embrace the clouds. I however, am not the heavens nor am I atlas with the strength of the gods. Crushed under the weight of the world, trying to breath and looking for serenity and peace. I laid in the musky room of deep blue sheets and listen to the echoes of the passing trains that sing with the stars in the embrace of the evening. Of the voice that was of Tori Amos singing of earthquakes and phantoms, I recall the warmth of the sheets and her sweet sweet voice mingled with the smell of citrus. A million CD covers stare back at me in the wake of the night as the fan whirled on, twisting it’s burly metal head like a little steel monster shaking its head in disapproval. I wondered what the future would be and if I would be able to live a dream, a vision. I once told a friend close to my heart that all I wanted was to wake up in the mornings with someone I love with the soft warmth of human embrace and I would be ...