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I miss you

Life sure does strange things to me time and time again. My trip to Australia was amazing. Pretty much one of the most amazing thingts I have ever done in my life and I'm glad I took a dive into the unknown. There is so much that I want to say about the trip but I'll mention about it later I guess. Work has started streaming in already and I got emails to send, work to finish. They say when you fall in love time stops. That's one thing I have learnt on my trip. Looking across the ocean, white sand as soft as talcum powder against my feet, the wind in my hair and the sun against my face. Water like emerald and blue like lapiz lazuli. I miss you. I don't know if my feelings would fade in time, but I really fell in love. It's just utterly beautiful and breathtaking. You would too if you had seen what I had seen, felt what I had felt, touch what I have touched and embraced the pure untainted beauty that this world has to bring. I felt my heart bound in satin ribbons and...

Trash when useless

Like old projects and documents which, seem to have no more significance to us, we would; as mac users would say "move to trash" or for the rest of the world utilising personal computers or PCs with windows as the operating system would mention, "move to recycling bin". Once in the trash it sits there holding no authority and continues to waste away its meaningless nubby pointless existence, until it is forgotten when the user empties the trash. As with humans; we encounter the exact situation almost every single day of our lives. As move from one person to the next, words are forgotten, feelings, memories, thoughts, ideals are lost and eventually we become insignificant to each other like the little icons of documents that cutter our tiny little desktop. Filling the screen with countless names and faces. In the event that we chose to disregard a person's feeling, opinions and thoughts due to frustration, questioning the existence of the associate in your life t...

They

They were going to hit me, I could see the intensity in their eyes. I did not back away from the first and I stood firm because I did no wrong. The second I ran because I knew if he hit me all ties would be broken and it would tear me apart, so much more then the physical intensity of the pain that would be inflicted on me. Hit me. You know you want to. You have been waiting for this moment to prove you are better, stronger, faster, better then me, perhaps even smarter. You always wanted to be ahead. I have no qualms about being first or last. I stood in front of him eye to eye, I could see the anger and the hate in his eyes, his finger swingly wildly in front of my face. I will not back down, I will not because I did no wrong. I called to say I need help, I rang the doorbell and asked for help, is that wrong? I work till 12.10am so that I would be free up on sunday to help teach the kids. Is that wrong of me? Did you ever ask me why I was working so late? I had packed all my items so ...